we stayed up too late last night. i am not sure that i was asleep before 4. i was still up at 645. it was elder ring, sourdough pizza, listening to isobel and elliott drunk hysterical argue over skype and chocolate cherry muffins. i hate that audun drives home so late. i know he is … Read moreyou have been living in a dream world, n30
“First be really honest with yourself: what have you allowed in your life that you never wanted in the first place.” I had this reoccurring knack. I would notice something that I did not like, I would either speak up and say, “no, this is not cool” and it would continue with no consequence or … Read morestrings and attractors
As we were leaving the theatre, we smacked right into one of my exes. He did his best to make direct eye contact with me so I would speak to him but I was super classy and I bolted across the street to avoid talking to him. Yeah, things with us ended strangely. I met … Read moreGotham has great villains
Sometime ago, it was discussed that Audun and I would have a spot of WW2 role play, me as a Russian solider and he as a German. I am not getting into the silliness behind this, but I am having a proper uniform made for this because that is how I role. The uniform is … Read moreYYKPOYZZ
I have been playing Gris to pass my Covid time (along with copious hours of Ancient Aliens, Animanics & The X-Files). It has been on my to-do list a while but when I want to play something I often end up playing Zelda or something familiar because I get bored so easily. The concept of … Read morethe heavy
I do not know where to begin here so I am going to babble myself into a lather: if we are friends irl, you know I called this Russian invasion years ago. You also know that Ukraine* is not the end goal, a world war is. Just tapping either of the border countries that are … Read moregeopolitics, war, The Golden Rule & love
The conversation continued in two separate paths: one commending me on my hard work in therapy & the other one attempting to explain why it is important to continue even though I want to quit. It hurts – this ugly look at my past behaviourisms knowing so much destruction has fallen at my feet because … Read morephotographs that i’m erasing
“It also shows that you may notice that he doesn’t exactly tick off all the boxes on your list of traits that your ideal partner should have but you won’t feel like it’s a big deal because these will be minor things!” What is in these boxes? ☐ loyalty ☐ honesty. Not the garden variety, … Read moreso, temp and I were talking about soulmates (pt. 1)
Love and all its components follow me everywhere. When I ask for a sign, I get nothing. When I throw my hands up in the air and say, FUCK IT, I get truckfuls of that shit dumped on my head. I knew what I was getting myself involved with. I ignored the words because they … Read morevalentines day 7777: I know what I want (wants me)
today I made things slightly simple for myself – no heartfelt playlists or donations to small furry beings… I gave out some candy to people & smiles were had. That was it. I never thought that I would say this but… I miss being around people. hugs and that sort of thing. I did not … Read morevalentines day 6666: sweets for my sweets