the leavers dance
My hands my feet are worn As much as yours are And though my head my hands my heart are forming They still feel worlds apart Silliness, war games, wine and salty snacks. It was a good evening.
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Jack Sparrow vs. The Time Pirate
In group therapy, we were talking about the Johnny Depp/Amber Heard trial. I have mostly ignored it because, in my opinion, this has nothing to do with anyone besides the two of them. As everyone rattled on about it I realised one interesting fact: if Amber had not stood up for herself, none of this … Read moreJack Sparrow vs. The Time Pirate
delire
Delusions are defined as fixed, false beliefs that conflict with reality. Despite contrary evidence, a person in a delusional state can’t let go of these convictions. 1. Delusion are often reinforced by the misinterpretation of events. Many delusions also involve some level of paranoia. Friends of mine sent Eirik texts thinking it would get him … Read moredelire
Why use old code to do something new
1/2 way there. I am trying to watch the new Matrix film enroute and my goodness it is really not very good. I am waiting for it to be over. They managed to turn it into a romance. Which you know, I totally needed today. I do appreciate the nostalgia. I remember the first time … Read moreWhy use old code to do something new
At doom’s gate
tl;dr: Eirik might have done me dirty, but I think I started it. Friends should support you, not bully you into submission. Lies are unnecessary when you trust yourself first and foremost.* When Will died, most of my friends left my side. They did not know how to handle my silence. No one in … Read moreAt doom’s gate
hatred is love that has been hurt badly
Have you ever had a moment in your life where everything freezes? Like, you are in the middle of doing something and everything just stops and you are watching it happen like normal and then it stops playing and nothing moves forward nor does it feel like you are breathing? If you were to think … Read morehatred is love that has been hurt badly
“status”: “{not} ok”
While viewing my error logs I found these: [21-Jul-2021 18:54:13 UTC] WordPress database error Illegal mix of collations (utf8_general_ci,IMPLICIT) and (utf8mb4_unicode_520_ci,COERCIBLE) for operation ‘like’ for query SELECT SQL_CALC_FOUND_ROWS wpqy_posts.ID FROM wpqy_posts WHERE 1=1 AND (((wpqy_posts.post_title LIKE ‘%Hey hey! boy!! ^\\_^ My husband cheated on me. 😘www.datingbe.xyz 😗BEST DATING SITE😘 I can’t stand it anymore. Let’s … Read more“status”: “{not} ok”
nonlinear, manic & chaotic, hyper-adaptable
(1F701 + 1F702) compassion /kəmˈpaʃ(ə)n/ noun noun: compassion; plural noun: compassions sympathetic pity and concern for the sufferings or misfortunes of others. “The victims should be treated with compassion Let us say for a moment that I was wrong. Maybe the wires were crossed somewhere and sure, I was not told the truth about … Read morenonlinear, manic & chaotic, hyper-adaptable
mirrored heart
Did you want me all?No, not for lifeDid you truly see me?No, not this timeWere you ever sure?No, no, no, not with me When you benevolently place your heart in someone else’s care you hope that they look after it in the utmost of delicateness. They respect the exchange because they know how fragile this … Read moremirrored heart
Valentine’s Day 11
Forgiveness is for you and no one else. Forgiveness does not necessarily mean reconciling with the person who upset you or condoning the action. In forgiveness you seek the peace and understanding that come from blaming people less after they offend you and taking those offenses less personally. Give up expecting things from your life … Read moreValentine’s Day 11