to all of the guest stars in my story

When you showed up and started speaking your lines, I guess we both thought you would be there forever. Except for one or two of you (we knew it was always meant to be a walkon). No matter how many good, indifferent, horrid, tea, coffee, wine, or sexy times we might have experienced together, not … Read moreto all of the guest stars in my story

influenced by

“Tell me about a time in your life that you felt safe.” Me: “…” (Fidgets in chair, looks around the rooms nervously, and then finally sighs) “Can you define the word for me please?” She frowned. “Secure? In a space where no one will harm you?” I smiled, “oh that is easy,” I said. “Never.” … Read moreinfluenced by

hatred is love that has been hurt badly

Have you ever had a moment in your life where everything freezes? Like, you are in the middle of doing something and everything just stops and you are watching it happen like normal and then it stops playing and nothing moves forward nor does it feel like you are breathing? If you were to think … Read morehatred is love that has been hurt badly

And a compass wouldn’t help at all

How do you navigate social cues? I do not understand how to “get” people in the slightest. I mean, Isabel I can nearly taste how she feels sometimes. She clearly expresses herself. She tries to hide but she projects her expressions very well. There are a few people that I know like this. Not as … Read moreAnd a compass wouldn’t help at all

strings and attractors

“First be really honest with yourself: what have you allowed in your life that you never wanted in the first place.” I had this reoccurring knack. I would notice something that I did not like, I would either speak up and say, “no, this is not cool” and it would continue with no consequence or … Read morestrings and attractors

one fine day

Phew. I had not expected the response that I have received from my last post. And who knew you could gaslight yourself? I have been sitting here thinking about how to answer the questions posed to me and I am unsure how. In that link above, they say there is a difference between gaslighting yourself … Read moreone fine day