sweet leaf

Six of Swords. This shows a change for the better. It shows that you will be able to stop focusing on the negative thoughts as well. In some cases, it shows that one of the partners may go through something like a spiritual awakening as well but I don’t feel that this will exactly be the case here. It’s more about you becoming more comfortable with your relationship and your place in each others’ lives.

Judgement. This card shows that you should be prepared to deal with some comments that may come from other people, that may not be all too constructive. If you decide to share how you’ve achieved the results with somebody else, they may be a bit judgmental towards you. I feel that it’s important to keep that in mind because if you keep it in mind, then you won’t feel discouraged when it happens and you will be able to dismiss it very easily. This card, however, is only showing a possibility of this happening. It’s not set in stone so it’s hard to interpret with certainty, by saying that you will for sure share information about your spiritual journey.

Queen of Swords. Expect to be able to meet up with Eirik more. This card definitely shows that you will be able to connect in the physical reality. You will be able to sit down and talk, you will be able to see each other, you will be able to do whatever you want to do together. It also shows that you may notice that he doesn’t exactly tick off all the boxes on your list of traits that your ideal partner should have but you won’t feel like it’s a big deal because these will be minor things!

Enjoy yourself, this is going to be quite a cycle for you!

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1. It was projected that the radio silence will continue until the 13th. Also, the 13th may be the day he comes home (?). In any case, something is supposed to change on that date for the better.

2. Something major is supposed to happen on the 21st.

3. Your walking away was necessary for you both. It took away some stress from him and allowed you to heal. You should not look at it like a punishment and if you do you are not seeing it for the grace it is. It was the best for your growth, you were stagnating.

4. You’re the focus, not him. He has a lot less to bring into this. He’s aware of this and it makes him wary. Patience is necessary for him to find his footing. He’s 100% committed, that’s not the problem. There are not actually problems besides lack of time together and timidness. Him being home will fix this. You’re less committed than he is but that’s due to fear. In time he will earn your trust if you will let him. He’s a genuine man. His insecurities will iron themselves out.

5. You left someone behind last year that will come back that could offer you something easier. Short-term it will bring you what you’re looking for.

6. This autumn will bring you new opportunity for financial advancement but they’ll bring you much social discomfort. Weigh your options carefully. The success vs the burden.

7. If you’re planning on travel this summer is ripe for road trips and outdoor activities.

8. Lucky numbers are 3, 13, 21 & 30. Colour is red.

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like attracts like

By looking at your energy field, I could sense that your soulmate is closer than you’d ever imagined. 

My spirit guides told me he is someone who is close to you. It can be an old friend, a colleague, or a neighbour. He is a handsome, outgoing, and active man, who loves sports and has a soft spot for dogs. Does that sound familiar to you?

There’s also the chance that you don’t know him yet, but you’ll become friends with him in the next couple of weeks. 

Either way, you will only see him as a platonic friend first. A man you know it’s handsome, kind and funny, but doesn’t spark that romantic feeling in you.

Take a second to think about a man who has been in your life for years, in some shape or form. He seems to enjoy your company, and care for you deeply. He seems energised in your presence.

However, he never told you how much you mean to him because he thinks you won’t reciprocate his feelings. 

He is a very proud man, who hates to feel rejected, so he kept his feelings bottled up. He prefers having you as a friend than not having you at all!

This man isn’t married or in a serious relationship. He might have some short flings, but he never goes deeper with those women because those women don’t give him what he craves: the trust, love and openness you bring to the table.

My darling, I’m not saying you should force yourself to love this man. Your vibrations are not aligned yet, and that’s why you haven’t fallen in love yet. 

But once you open your heart for love (I’m going to show you how in this letter), you will be shocked to see that your feelings will naturally change. You will start to crave his presence more, and will think about sending him random texts in the middle of the day. You’ll want to see him often, and he’ll be delighted by your attention! He will reciprocate with gratitude, and treat you like you’re the most beautiful woman in the world.

However, my spirits tell me to try opening your heart to him, and forget about the friendship for a while. Try seeing him differently. If you’re able to do that, you will feel the full force of your chemistry and wonder how come you never saw how handsome, masculine and attractive he is.

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Even if you do not notice the magic happening does not mean it is not working. Things will happen in its own divine timing and people will come into your life when they are meant to. Have hope that the world works in mysterious ways and that what you want the most is on its way.

While you are watching the clouds float or letting yourself be kissed by the person you love the most, remember that these little moments are just a part of the big thing.

Remember that just because it is not in the palm of your hands does not mean it is not at your fingertips ♡

I would rather be naïve, dear heart (: I see nothing wrong with who I am. You wear your Vulcan ears. You look hot in them anyway. *winks*


  1. (of a person or action) showing a lack of experience, wisdom, or judgement.
    “the rather naive young man had been totally misled”
    • (of a person) natural and unaffected; innocent.

      “Andy had a sweet, naive look when he smiled”

      the opposite of naïve is:

      adjective: disingenuous
      1. not candid or sincere, typically by pretending that one knows less about something than one really does.

        “this journalist was being somewhat disingenuous as well as cynical”


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Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

🔮 Originality characterises him best. The intelligence he sometimes shows will make you perceive him as truly unique, but at the same time, it will make you feel special alongside him. He likes to be surrounded by nature even while thinking about work. He will seem like the perfect man to you, precisely because the perfect man is the one who can stand by your side when real life gets too difficult to handle. At the same time, you will learn from this man that there is no difference between friends and lovers. He learned how to remain calm in various situations, how to meditate, to have patience, how to test people in his life before keeping them close.

I could see that he is a man with a true sense of morality and responsibility. He is very punctual and never likes to play immature games in a relationship and stays away from drama. He sets great goals and the difficult steps to achieve them intrigue and challenge him. Although he is a discreet person, he has the kind of personality that always attracts people’s attention. With him you will feel inspired and full of motivation. He will make you feel like you can have the whole world at your feet and that anything is possible. He will constantly encourage you when you have your morals on the ground and he will love to pamper you. He will try to ward you off from worries and problems as he has some solid moral principles from which he does not depart. He prefers to relax by reading books on various topics, he loves nature walks and has a weakness for pizza and lasagna.

He likes strong women, but not too serious, so he appreciates a sense of humour, as well as emotional maturity. He will try making you aware of the perfect woman in you often and give you hints on how to reach your full potential. He will help you have a much easier internal dialogue with yourself because he loves the feminine side in life. He will always be grateful to have met you, but you also have to take the steps necessary to show him what he means to you. His friendships and relationships, in general, are genuine and authentic and he will love to see that you are the same type of person with similar moral values.

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12 months ahead

April 2020
The HierophantThe Hierophant

The message of The Hierophant reminds us of the marvellous accomplishments of people and of the great
resources of spiritual knowledge that are available to us.  This card is saying you will decide to use some
spiritual knowledge to create something for yourself, which makes your life better. You will be feeling at your
most creative and nothing can stop you this month. You will be excited about it and you know it will open new
doors for you. This card predicts you will do some research into Cosmic Ordering, The Law of Attraction and
The Law of Abundance. Applying these spiritual truths in your life will enhance it in every way.
May 2020
Five of Swords


There are 3 people in the picture and one of them has the upper hand in the matter. The other two have lost something that they valued to the one who is
holding the swords.
So one person has won out and they are walking away with their trophy, person or thing of value. The others have lost out and they now know it. It was a
matter of the best one winning, and there could only be one winner in this situation. This means that you are the deserved winner Melinda and better times
are coming.
June 2020
The Sun


This card is generally a big “YES!” card, confirmation that what you seek is on its way.


Often this card symbolises summer or is associated with the sign of Leo. The seeds of an important boost in your life will be sown this month. So any
a new venture or friendship made this month has the signs of success written on it.
The seeds are sown this month but it will come to fruition during the time of Leo … the dates of Leo  July 23 – August 23 …. of this year.  You can go
forward with confidence knowing the dates of Leo will be very important to you.
July 2020
Eight of Cups


This card shows a man walking with a staff in a field that is surrounded by tall mountains. You cannot see the person’s face as they have their back to
you. In the background is a Moon. It appears to be either early morning or early evening. There are eight cups in the foreground. This is symbolic of being
in a reflective state of mind. There are things and situations to ponder over and a time of solitude is required before a decision has to be made. You either
live in a setting like this, it is not far from your home or you will relocate to a setting like this. This is a time when you choose a different course of action
that puts you where you are destined to be. This is a beneficial card Melinda, so the decision you make will be the best one for you.
August 2020
Nine of Wands


This card has a picture of a man leaning on a wand with another 8 wands stood up behind him. This is a time of waiting while the crop ripens or the
project matures. We need to understand that stability comes out of wisdom and patience. Haste does not assist our plans at a time like this. We need to
develop the sense of endurance and being in it for the long haul. We must persevere and be able to see that nothing of value or no-one of merit arrives
prior to the right time. If we can maintain our steadfastness during the period before fruition, then the harvest will reap a healthy profit. Trust in the old
saying that ‘all come to those who wait’ Melinda, as I can see your abundance as far as the eye can see. A new or recent friendship is going from
strength to strength.
September 2020
Queen of Pentacles


The picture on this card shows a beautiful woman wearing lovely clothes and beautiful beaded headwear.  She holds in front of her a large pentacle and
her hands are slim and well-manicured.  She usually wears a special ring, which has a large oval stone set in it, which is a ruby. There is foliage around
her and nuts growing on these. This month she represents you, Melinda, so you are on your way to abundance. As you will stumble upon a
unique way to increase your income.  The comforts of life are important, more so for your own peace of mind knowing that you have what you need.
October 2020
Wheel of Fortune


This card is a delight to arrive in your reading. Not only can it bring about an unusual turn of events that are fortunate for you, but you are taking the lead in
the direction of your own life and your ultimate destiny. This card suggests not so much that events happen to you Melinda, but rather that you will instigate
changes to bring about a new life with new challenges and rewards. Your new close friendship evolves into a romantic love relationship this month and the. He is one of your
Soulmates and he will become very important to you.
November 2020
The Magician


This is a card of unusual powers that has the ability to bring you anything that your heart desires. You only have to wish for something and it seems it is
right there in front of you.  Events unfold at a rapid pace with this card and you may find some difficulty keeping up with the speed with which changes
occur in your situations. A decision will need to be made during this time and it is up to you whether you adapt and go with the flow, as many of your
choices now will put you on a new path and then you will enjoy new and different life experiences.
The Magician can do anything. His powerful abilities are beyond understanding by the average human being. He is unfathomable, unreachable unless he
wants you closer by his side.
This card represents you during this month, Melinda, so you are being made aware of what your real and true talents are and that this is a favourable time
to pursue your dreams.
Your Soulmate relationship is going from strength to strength.
December 2020
Nine of Swords


When you draw this card you are experiencing some inner tension that needs to find an outlet. You have been working too hard so you must make time
for yourself.  This card is also about thoughts and how your thinking can be affecting your actions. You just need to try to alter your thinking slightly and
soon you will gain a new perspective. It is just a matter of a little time to allow the thought process to really sink in and then you can take the required
action to do what is necessary to ease off from being a workaholic.
Please be kind to yourself Melinda, as you are not wonder woman and no-one expects you to be.
January 2021
The Emperor


He is a man of power who tries to bring balance and order to his business activities. He is highly focussed on building a business or empire and seeing to
it that things run like clockwork. His role is of importance as he is a man who knows what he is doing. He is exceptionally business-minded and goal
He always achieves what he sets out to do. He is fixed in his opinions and refuses to budge once he has made up his mind. He is steadfast and loyal. He
does not like deceit in any form. He has high principles and is considered a man of integrity.
He has courage and tenacity and little gets him down. He is a man who needs financial security and will work long and hard if necessary to achieve this.
His goal is to maintain financial security and independence.  Very little ruffles the Emperor’s feathers. He is stable, secure and confident in his approach to
life. He will be a loyal friend to you, Melinda. He would like to be more than a platonic friend, but this decision will be yours to make.
February  2021
Page of Swords


The Page of Swords when it comes is a bearer of good news. This is the time in your life where regardless of how old you are, you are
reconnecting to the youthful energies, but now you are able to see it all from an adult viewpoint. This is the spring energy, which makes you feel as if you
are floating on air. Right now the possibilities around you are endless.
This card is blessing all aspects of your life this month Melinda.
March 2021
Three of Cups


The picture on this card is of three lovely women and they are wearing headpieces made of flowers and leaves and there are foliage and colours in the
background as well.
Each of them holds up high a cup in celebration. On the ground are fresh flowing waters. This is a card of celebration and abundance. This month you are
definitely celebrating! It is a wonderful month for you Melinda, as you feel this is the beginning of the rest of your life.
Love & Blessings
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I did my first Lenormand readings yesterday. It was rad as hell. I have some readings done for me in the past and have fiddled with a few books but the theory is nothing like the practice! I am pleased with the outcome! If anyone wants to be my victim, erm, test subject let me know!

I sent Eirik a message & asked if he was okay. It has been far too long since the last time I have heard from him & the last conversation I had from him he was very down.

He has not replied (it was 10 hours ago) but! I did see that he was online so I know he is okay. I finally broke down and took him out of my contacts list. If he could not be bothered to say that he was alive and well, he clearly does not care that I am concerned. I need to leave him alone. I know he is okay. I cannot do anything to help him. He does not want me around.

so I am gone.

I need to learn my lesson this time and stay away.


So, a few hours after I took him off my list, I got these messages:

I was talking to someone else when I got them. I saw them come over the video screen and I was surprised.

I am not sure how to feel/what to do. 😓


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The Star

(a little help from my friends)

Wait it out for a while Melinda. Until he is cool, calm and collected and you can talk.

Hope is the main meaning of The Star Tarot card. You can expect to see signs of promise in your current situation. If you have been considering giving up on your dreams or a certain person, don’t. As you will get results. This Tarot card is advising you that you should wait it out just a little while.

Sometimes, The Star can predict your dreams and wishes coming true. You will eventually get what you want*, but not what you expect. None the less, you will get what is best for you. The Star is a reminder that destiny is always at play, and all will work out well for you in the end.

Love & Blessings



*what I want, I message to the Universe: I want to be truly loved and adored. I want someone to go on adventures with. I want someone that can still love me when I am being a brat or when I want all of their attention on me even just for a few hours because sometimes I am just like that. Sometimes I want to be left alone for days on end and I want them to still love me then, too. I want someone that would rather jump into traffic than to hurt me. I want someone that uses words to explain what they want (even if it takes them time to figure out how to put those words together). I want someone that gives as well as they take.

I want someone that never makes me wonder how they feel about me.

Extra points if they like cheddar and board games.



Strength to the moon

I did a 12 card reading for twenty20. The first nine months look solid. The last three look like trouble. I mean, depending on what The Emperor is up to (because he is an uncompromising bastard), it could be the last four months (or he could be the catalyst).

Naturally the summary is The Wheel of Fortune because it always is. Temperance again? That is twice now. Years went by & I never drew her & now she pops up.

Okay, I hear you, Tempy. I am not sure what balancing act/duality I will need to do in February but I am aware of it now. Or is it more self-reflection? I will spend the whole month of January with some hippies doing that so I hope I am done with that come February!

May could have a veil lifted so my path will become more clear (or I could make a decision that I have to pay a debt on)?

To Aces in a row? I am going to be buzzing around like a bee, OH! That is June & July! Of course I will be! Busy times!

The Emperor being there makes a bit nervous but that is a long time from now and a lot of these cards are minor arcana so so much can change.

The first two months are majors so Strength & Temperance? My heart leads me 100% so it will begin with no issues.