-Isabel invited me to do this with her. -I have started vipassana to replace my other forms of meditation for a while. I shall update in a week or so. -Everyone at work has been sick so even though I am not really supposed to be there, I have been. Bittersweet is not just for … Read moreIt’s complicated — but it doesn’t have to be.
“First be really honest with yourself: what have you allowed in your life that you never wanted in the first place.” I had this reoccurring knack. I would notice something that I did not like, I would either speak up and say, “no, this is not cool” and it would continue with no consequence or … Read morestrings and attractors
It may seem at times like I do things at such a chaotic speed or in such a dysfunctional way that there is nothing but erroneousness oozing out of my pores. I assure you, this is not the case. I am (mostly) cerebral in my thought process though by the time it is visible to … Read moreLilith is in Gemini, though.
Earth signs are no joke. Every time I have been involved with one there is an immediate issue. Ownership problems, self-righteousness or plain argumentativeness that is just over-the-top. I was getting bitched at for mentioning that my Snapchat was getting annoying (I got like ten people messaging me at once) and when I had … Read moreEarth signs (non mèsi)
Ritalin was okay on the lowest dose but as soon as we cranked it up the anxiety was insane. I was pacing the floors and waiting for someone to knock on the door. All damn day. I kept the shades drawn down tightly in fear that someone was looking in at me. It was awful. … Read moreNew like!
Yeah I know it is over but these had me laughing so hard I had to share: This one is Audun’s: Yeah, okay, I have been stalling for hours now. I spent two hours debugging code and then another hour rewriting html just because I did not like a search box. I have work to … Read moreValentine’s Day, my big 3
I was not attracted to him the way it is described in films or well-read, easy to fit in smaller hands, paperbacks, that you loan from the library. I liked the way his voice sounded. Listening to him speak, in its hues of quick silvers and colds, and lemons, and a steady beat of uncertainty … Read moreUranus in VII
I sent these to Isabel and laughed so hard. The combination made me feel so seen. The more I learn about me, the more I adore myself. How did I not know how awesome I was? I am such a ball of delightfulness (spellcheck was trying to turn that into delightful mess. Not so sure … Read moreMy big 3
You’re a person who attracts many friends and admirers and you are a family orientated people. Your confidence often hides insecurity you have within yourself and in your relationships in order to achieve of authenticity you have to bring your whole self into a relationship, even the bits you want to hide! Allow your vulnerability … Read morea tale retold
Love and all its components follow me everywhere. When I ask for a sign, I get nothing. When I throw my hands up in the air and say, FUCK IT, I get truckfuls of that shit dumped on my head. I knew what I was getting myself involved with. I ignored the words because they … Read morevalentines day 7777: I know what I want (wants me)