And a compass wouldn’t help at all

How do you navigate social cues? I do not understand how to “get” people in the slightest. I mean, Isabel I can nearly taste how she feels sometimes. She clearly expresses herself. She tries to hide but she projects her expressions very well. There are a few people that I know like this. Not as … Read moreAnd a compass wouldn’t help at all

It’s complicated — but it doesn’t have to be.

-Isabel invited me to do this with her. -I have started vipassana to replace my other forms of meditation for a while. I shall update in a week or so. -Everyone at work has been sick so even though I am not really supposed to be there, I have been. Bittersweet is not just for … Read moreIt’s complicated — but it doesn’t have to be.

strings and attractors

“First be really honest with yourself: what have you allowed in your life that you never wanted in the first place.” I had this reoccurring knack. I would notice something that I did not like, I would either speak up and say, “no, this is not cool” and it would continue with no consequence or … Read morestrings and attractors

nth hoop

I remember back in the LiveJournal days, I was in a community for abuse survivors. I never posted my own story, I just commented on those that did. I was never brave enough. I did notice something: Over the years, the women that I have kept up with (I am friends with several of them … Read morenth hoop

one fine day

Phew. I had not expected the response that I have received from my last post. And who knew you could gaslight yourself? I have been sitting here thinking about how to answer the questions posed to me and I am unsure how. In that link above, they say there is a difference between gaslighting yourself … Read moreone fine day

Lilith is in Gemini, though.

It may seem at times like I do things at such a chaotic speed or in such a dysfunctional way that there is nothing but erroneousness oozing out of my pores. I assure you, this is not the case. I am (mostly) cerebral in my thought process though by the time it is visible to … Read moreLilith is in Gemini, though.