what’s the worse thing I can say

Last night I slept for trash. I spent the whole day before getting my hair braided and wow was I over-stimulated by the time I got home ten hours later. Twenty people crossed my path in one day. Men spoke to me with the desire to get to know me. One of them left his number on my phone thinking I would communicate with him on a more personal level.

I was never asked if I was with someone. I was just assumed I was interested in some shape or form. I had one person tell me that he was in love with me. Another man told me that I was the type of woman that he could easily fall in love with.

What. In. The. Hell. 😂😩

I think I am staying indoors forever and ever, thanks.

Odd enough, I only heard a tiny bit from the person I wanted to hear from during all of this. He must have been busy af yesterday. Today (it is past five) I have not heard from him at all. I will not miss this phase of our lives. I hope it is over sooner than later.

Right, so when I tried to sleep, all I could think about was all of the sounds and smells (people kept bringing in food to eat) and so many creoles to listen to. I could not hear myself think.

I had many things to tell Eirik. He just never messaged me again after four or something.

I talked to Nathan the whole time. It is odd how there is always someone to fill the silences. I do not like it but it is better than being alone.

And Nathan is proving to be a darling friend. We have a lot in common and he is always on the other end of a message. I never have to wait for him to reply.

Caleb is going to smack me senseless.

I need a nap.

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