The days tick by as they always do. Today was fun and I got a lot done. Productivity makes you feel good, right? I am going to put my CV back up because these side hustles as not keeping me occupied enough. Once I am vaccinated, I am going back to full-time employment.
I am going to talk to my therapist about this, of course. I need some help making this transition. I have no idea what I am doing. I just know that I need more in my life than kids, crafts, the occult & the never ending story.
Give me a purpose that makes the hours go by outside my kitchen please? I have given the planet some fucking delightful humans, I have educated myself to the top of my eyebrows & my goodness, if I do not do something that gives me a reason to wear my fabulous wardrobe out of doors…
I have enough income to get by and still buy what I want. It has nothing to do with that. I know my boredom is going to consume me if I have one more snowfall without something to do.
And no, a boyfriend is not going to cut it. As a matter of fact, if I get to watch one more significant other leave everyday to have a life outside while I wash dishes and darn socks I am going to scream.
Why did I bother to get all of these smarts if I am never going to use them? Just to attract nerds? 😂
LET ME OUT
also, I sent this yesterday. I had to break it up into two messages because it was too long and would not send. No, he did not reply.
Super surprised but I thought he should know.
Wth with this weather?!
I was feeling a bit shitty so I ordered myself a dress:
I try not to lean on retail therapy but that one was too cute to pass up.
Okay, gym clothes on. I have decided to run all of my woe away. So far, so good. 😬