Wed. May 18th, 2022

Today is also Mother’s Day and the beginning of lent and like a zillion other things.

I am glad it is over.

I did not enjoy this valentine instalment as much as I usually do. It was a lot harder to spread my loving cheer being cooped up. Add the gloom and doom of the impeachment and well, nothing was fucking any fun.

I dunno. Sometimes I wonder why I bother at all. 😕

And now subtracting self-pity for a second, it was nice to be someone’s valentine.

I cannot wait to see what these look like when they open up.

I am crabby and need a hug.

When you are in love, you have this desire to make that person happy. When you are attached, you expect them to make you happy. I hear it all the time, “well, they just do not make me happy anymore”. Often attachment is love minus trust. Trusting someone enough to allow them to see you for who you are, weaknesses & all is scary. Mutual love allows you to be your true self. Love is never controlling. In actuality, love transcends control.