4a: toss & turn. whining from the grey room.
5a: weird dream that makes me uncomfortable. I cannot recall what happened.
6a: whining again. Scoop B up to let the black-haired one to sleep. B is unhappy & feverish. Drinks are given, the freckled one is watching a stupid tv show that makes me want to hurl something at the screen.
7.30a: exhausted after kitchen cleaning. B is still whining. Freckles needs to scoot off to school. There is no bread out. Toasted lunch bread it is. Sent a text to the health station to see if B should go in. Puts tea on
8a: the teenager rises & is unhappy that there is no internet due to lack of chores being done. Passively-aggressively, the bathroom is sort of tidied.
8.30a: B vomits. Emergency cleaning begins. Cold tea is dumped in the sink.
8.45a: Freckles is off to school, B is finally asleep. No word from the health station.
9a: shutting all the lights off in the basement so I can weep. The tears came hard and fast. I take a few deep breaths and rationalise that I need more sleep. Send Therese a message to cancel our meeting today.
9.15a: cold water meets face.
9.20a: girl, you got this.
9.25a: new tea is made. Gentle chit chat with the teenager.
9.55a: back in bed.
11.30a: dr says to let it ride out a few days.
12.30p: potato chips & vitamin c water ftw.
12.50p: bath with B & a huge pink fizzy thing from Lush. I pretended I was a mermaid. Again.
1.30p: B naps.
2.30p: Freckles is home & is in a mood.
4p: pizza buffet at egon (I ate ice cubes).
5p: Freckles meltdown. J hid his mobile.
6.30p: everyone has been fed, washed & loved.
6p: several zucchini breads in the oven for future breakfasts.
6.30p: crazy thunderstorm!
7p: teenager & I watch John Oliver & some Michael Jackson video we have never seen.
7.30p: Freckles bedtime.
8.30p: watching Cosmos & knitting. Tried eating again (nope).
9p: delightful music chit chat with an e-friend + evening chores.
9.50p: meditation + before bed ritual.
11.15p: finishing this post.