Wed. May 18th, 2022

“She is not very good at being human. The logistics of life do not hold her interest. She would rather believe people are good and life is beautiful.” Yeah… I am really okay about that being said about me. I think it might have been a jab, but it is the best description of me to date.

Nothing is the same. No steady footholds, no security blankets, constants are not so constant, etc (same as it never was) but I am certain that everything is going to be alright. There is an opportunity for a fresh slate, and maybe that fresh slate is a two-week-old loaf of white bread, but… everything is different. Slightly awkward but aching to be comfortable. The daily grind is sharp and you know you have to cut to feel.